Sunday, October 26, 2003

this is a test i found out about from sy's site.

The Big Five Personality Test
Extroverted|||||||||| 40%
Introverted |||||||||||||| 60%
Friendly |||||||||||||| 56%
Aggressive |||||||||||| 44%
Orderly |||||||||||| 48%
Disorderly |||||||||||||| 52%
Relaxed |||||| 30%
Emotional||||||||||||||||70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 52%
Practical |||||||||||| 48%
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sigh. i really should stop wasting my time. what am i doing?!?! like this afternoon i slept for almost 2 hours after my religious class and almost couldnt wake up. luckily my siblings were all over me to go take my bath. all i did today was look through two years of past year elementary math papers, ie june,dec1998 and june,dec1999. looking at what my friends have been doing, i know that is definitely waaaaay less.

i should pull my socks up, and immediately. if not, it is very likely that i will find myself in a grave situation involving disappointed parents, a torn-up result slip and an ITE uniform. i am so bloody scared right now...

tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan, meaning that it's the first day of fasting. i have neutral feelings about this, but i guess i find it cool cuz Ramadhan=Hari Raya is coming=end of exams. but then i'd probably be too nervous all the time to actually enjoy myself (abt results coming out in April). and i'd probably be too consumed with indecision about which jc i should choose for the first three months.

sigh. life is such a chore.

Saturday, October 25, 2003

argh!

i cant stand it anymore. i need my msn messenger.

i'm so going to reinstall it. i'm dying in the absence of it...

Which [Diamond Shapes] are you?

From Disney's Lady and the Tramp (thx kw):

we are siamese if you please
we are siamese if you don't please...


get it?

Friday, October 24, 2003

Myers Briggs Test Results

Introverted (I) 67.74% Extroverted (E) 32.26%
Sensing (S) 64.52% Intuitive (N) 35.48%
Thinking (T) 56.76% Feeling (F) 43.24%
Judging (J) 57.58% Perceiving (P) 42.42%

Your type is: ISTJ

ISTJ - "Trustee". Decisiveness in practical affairs. Guardian of time- honored institutions. Dependable. 11.6% of total population.

this was an actual test. the previous one i chose the different aspects in MBTI myself, based on what i think is me. it appears that i am accurate in guessing! :)

hmm..but nah. these tests are rather ambiguous. better not be too serious about it, eh?
it seems to me that this Myers-Briggs personality test has turned into quite a big deal. so i decided to try it out and find out what personality i have, and it turns out i am an ISTJ! in other words, Introvert; Sensing; Thinking; Judgemental.

ISTJ
The ISTJ takes his/her energy from the inner world of thoughts (and, maybe, emotions). He/she prefers dealing with facts, and making decisions after considering the various options. He/she organises his/her life on a logical basis. He/she is quiet, serious and well prepared for most eventualities. He/she is a keen observer of life, developing a good understanding of situations, which is often not expressed. He/she has a strong sense of practical objectives, and works efficiently to meet them.

or. to put it in a different view:

ISTJ: "Bean Counter"
Like the ESTJ but with less vision.

ESTJ being: "Stuffed Shirt"
No imagination, no flexibility, no common sense, no capacity for tolerance of others with different priorities.

so what do you guys think? :P

Thursday, October 23, 2003

ok ok i know i said that the prelims were easy. and some ppl got hurt and pissed about what i said.

so i'm very sorry.

my words were not meant to insult or demoralise anyone. i was just expressing what i thought, and i know i sound arrogant. believe me, i know.

i know a lotta ppl are prob going, 'yah, yah just because you got 6 for your prelims' and roll your eyes or something. again, i did not mean it in a demeaning manner.

i'm so sorry.
you're very hard working and independant. You never refuse a good mystery! You're a cutie!
You are Chloe!


Which Smallville Character Are You?
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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

yeah..

4e1 2003 rocks!!!

i cant believe how crazy my class is. we actually turned the cupboard around and signed our names at the back of it. isn't that like vandalism? :P well anyway! i think the signatures can be easily cleaned off with some cloth, water, soap and strength, anyhow. esp since some of em used whiteboard marker to leave their mark.

oh yeah we got our class pictures today. like, FINALLY! it's been, what? 3 months? since we ordered and paid up. i had fabulous fun today getting signatures from ALL my classmates (well, except those who were absent, nway!) and suspiciously, the teachers didnt really conduct any lesson today, except for chemistry and english, but that was only for half an hour. perhaps it's cuz the sec 2s were having their NE survival camp, but i dunno! lol..my classmates keep saying that i look so nerd in the picture. i DON'T, ok! so stop telling me that! :P

speaking about english..this JC1 guy from Hwa Chong JC whom we addressed as Joel came to our class today, during el lesson. he was supposed to talk to us about english, but due to time constraints, i think he couldnt really do what he wanted (i THINK). but then again, there were intervals of silence where nobody had any questions for him. he seemed really nice, though. i wanted to ask him about the non-chinese population in HCJC, but was afraid that i would be perceived as race-conscious.

ohkay..i think there is a funeral under the block in front of mine. i hear some chants. ok why am i telling you this?!?!

well, see ya then!
till later~

Monday, October 20, 2003

yup.

today was our graduation ceremony. i suppose it was ok. i felt kind of 'special' when we entered the hall and the teachers were like clapping for us. :) but other than that, the weather was rather humid and the sound system was not up to par. i still enjoyed myself, though. at least the school recognises us for the contributions that we have made for the school.

but it doesnt feel like we're graduating. i mean, i have school tomorrow! biology exam practical some more... (you're probably wondering why i'm blogging instead of studying, right? hmm..i'm wondering why too.) but anyways, nobody cried except for a girl in 4e2. the feeling just isn't there, you know?

the sec 4s are truly an incorrigible bunch! imagine, retorting back to whatever mr sanjay was saying, and shouting 'bapok!' to the male modern dancers. that is definitely not the appropriate behaviour of a graduating individual (hint, hint). i think the modern dancers were mad pissed at us. i mean, we did not appreciate the effort they put in at all! in fact, we actually jeered at them! no wonder they were infuriated enough to eff us and point the FINGER.

ok then, this is all for now. gotta start cracking those books! :)

oh yeah, maybe you'd like to visit this site: http://www.jcguide.org
it's rather crappy but kinda useful in its own way.

till then, ciao!

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Do I stress you out?
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
And you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything today
I don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it
There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter

And all I really want is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance

Do I wear you out?
You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary
I like to reel it in and then spit it out
I'm frustrated by your apathy
And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land

What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred spirit

Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while
The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around...all around


And all I need now is intellectual intercourse
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill the killer

All I really want is some peace man
A place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some comfort
A way to get my hands untied

And all I really want is some understanding...